Conflict with a partner or someone we care about can feel intensely uncomfortable. To avoid the discomfort, we may engage defense mechanisms such as withdrawal, blaming, and agreeing to never disagree.
One way we protect ourselves from the discomfort of conflict is to withdraw from the person with whom we are experiencing conflict.
Withdrawal is a defense mechanism that is enacted in different ways. For some, withdrawal from conflict looks like checking out or acting distracted. For others, withdrawal looks like shutting down emotionally and/or sometimes physically. Stonewalling is another common form of withdrawal. However, of all the ways to enact withdrawal from conflict, the one seen most frequently is pretending we don't care.
Mindy shared that she cultivated a cool girl persona when she was in her at twenties.
"I pretended I didn't care about anything. If whoever was my partner at the time wanted to do...
Kaileen shared,
"I am a fighter. I'm an only child. My room was always very quiet. Leaving my room, I did a lot of watching and observing. I observed my parents either arguing or ignoring. My father was consistently the parent with the power. I wanted to defuse their fiery and alternately icy cold encounters. I wanted their conflict to stop so I did all that I could to please my parents and be the perfect daughter."
As children, we lack the power to influence our environment.
We want the bad things taking place around us to stop. We want to make things better. Kaileen's power stopped at the border of what she could draw attention to or draw attention away from.
Marvin shared that as a teenager he fought with his parents at every turn. His way of protecting himself was to fight for what he believed was right or to prove that he was right and that his parents were wrong.
Marvin's mother was emotionally manipulative and engaged in gaslighting. Gaslighting is to manipulate...
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